the getting over it part.
i wish i hadn't waited so long. i don't want to be sad and i don't want this to take forever.
i think that maybe all of this progressing into what it did has made me see everything a little clearly. i wanted some clarity and i want to have closure and i wanted to feel not so confused.
i think i have those things now. not so much the clarity but the closure and confusion.
i know what i need to know about this situation.
i have said my apologies and i have told you what my heart feels.
i told you had found the forgiveness in my heart.